Halloween

We had a blast this Halloween. We went to my parents for a little party and bonfire! So much fun with family and friends.  I was a Dr. and Nathan was my patient! Its funny because hubby is a nurse so I used all his stuff and Im so injury prone he used my stuff....ace wrap, sling, and crutches! haha! We reversed roles for the day :)

I start week 3 of radiation tomorrow and its going really well.  Only 5 1/2 to go :)

Have a great week!!!!

Sweet Card...

Nathan's mom, Momma J, sent this sweet card to me the other day. This journey isn't always easy but I love the reassurance of support and God's grace. It makes it so much better :)

God has not promised
skies always blue,
flower-strewn pathways
all our lives through;
God had not promised
sun without rain,
joy without sorrow,
peace without pain.


But God has promised
strength for the day,
rest for the labor,
light for the way,
Grace for the trials,
help from above,
unfailing sympathy,
undying love.

The Lord is so good and faithful!!!


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

Thankful Thursday!

I have so much to be thankful for. Here are just a few for Thankful Thursday.....

My wonderful Hubby.
In these past 3 months we have definitely faced the biggest challenges of our lives thus far. It hasn't been easy but Nathan has been so strong for me. He has been right by my side the whole time and I am so thankful and blessed to call him my husband.

My Supportive Family
My parents and brothers are such a strong support system for us. They hurt when we hurt, they're happy when were happy, they listen when we need to talk...they're just there and we couldn't be more grateful for all their support.

Our little doggy Jack
I know he's just a little animal but there's something about his innocence about not knowing all thats going on that I love. He's the same ole little Jack :)

My Faith
Im thankful that I have the Lord by my side for every step of this journey and that my life has already been planned out. I try not to worry about things and have complete faith. He is good and faithful and I am so thankful for that.

Prayers
I am so thankful for all the prayers being said for me and my family. There are so many people that don't know me personally but still pray. Amazing!

Future Visitor
Nathans Mom is coming out for two whole weeks from Nashville and we couldn't be more excited. We last saw her when I had my ectopic pregnancy surgery in July. She came out the minute she found out about it. We're thankful for her support and are glad we get to spend so much time together soon.

***Side note: Im not a fan of either team in the World Series (We're big Angels fans) but Im rooting for the California Team..So Go Giants!!! This is Momma J and I at McCovey Cove!***

Cheers to the Start of Week 2 ;)

I started week 2 of radiation today. It's getting easier. I think each time I go I'm finding a more comfortable position to lay in. Today wasn't too bad! I met with the Dr. after my treatment. Its something I'll do every Monday during treatment. He just checked my skin for irritation from the radiation and checked the movement in my wrist and hand. All checked out fine.  So now week 2 is in full swing :)

We had a relaxing football watching filled weekend. We only left the house to go out to dinner Saturday night. It was rainy all weekend and perfect stay-in weather.

This is our sweet doggy, Jack. I don't think he's been on the blog yet. 

He enjoyed us staying home all weekend too :)

 Have a good week & God bless!!!

Another Inspirational Bedtime Blessings

Another reading from the Bedtime Blessings book that really spoke to me...thought I'd share.

We know the sovereign Potter is working with us as He pleases. He is the Potter, we are the clay. He is the one who gives the commands; we are the ones who obey. He never has to explain Himself; He never has to ask permission. He is shaping us over into the image of His Son, regardless of the pain and heartache that may require. Those lessons are learned a little easier when we remember that we are not in charge, He is.

You are our Father
We are the clay, and You our potter; 
and all of us are the work of Your hand.
Isaiah 64:8 

Radiation

I had my 4th radiation treatment today and its going good. The drive is about 50 miles round trip so that isn't so fun but I go during a time of day when there is no traffic either direction which is pretty amazing being that this is Southern California we're talking about. Im starting to get used to it. They still have to line me up just right, take film each time, find the Dr., he approves the placement, and then treatment begins. So its about a 30 minute process once I get back in the radiation room.

These past few days have been a little hard on me and I find myself needing to reach out and rely on my faith and know that God's plan for my life is in action no matter how much I dislike that plan right now. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't still scared but when I sit back and look at the big picture Im not so frightened. Things aren't that bad. They could be way worse. I have a loving and super supportive husband, an amazing family, a place to sleep at night, food to eat, clothes to wear, a car to drive, Im happy, Im not on my death bed, so many of my prayers have been answered and the list goes on & on. Im blessed. At times when this all seems too much to handle I think of all that I do have and I don't feel so bad or sad after all.  God is good and faithful. Last weekend my aunt shared a little saying with me and its helped me through the hard times this week.

I cant, He can, So let him its just like another one of my favorite sayings Let go & Let God


I've learned we weren't meant to go through life's hardships alone. He's right by our side, helping us.  I turn my fears and problems to him when I feel I cant handle them because I know he can. I know this week has been harder because its new and I have to get used to this adjustment..I know it'll get easier with time.

This is what my radiation machine looks like. Its called a linear accelerator. The first time I walked into the room I was a bit intimidated by this huge machine and the 15 inch thick door for the room but now its no big deal :) I lay on the table on my stomach with my arm above my head and get my treatment. I feel no pain during or after my treatment. Its not so bad !

I go tomorrow for my last treatment of the week. Then it'll be 1 week down, 6 1/2 to go :)

1st Radiation Treatment Down...About 37 To Go!!!!

I had my first radiation treatment done today. There really wasn't much to it just positioning and then staying still after that.  I didn't feel anything. It wasn't too bad.  I think I was a little more emotional then I thought I would be. I tried to be strong and think I did a pretty good job. Its just get to be a little overwhelming sometimes but I'm ready for this new journey into radiation and recovery. The staff at my radiation office is super nice and make everything really comfortable for me. So my 1st treatment is down about 37 to go :) Thanks for continuing to pray for me.